When i was a boy..

when i was a 10 year old kid...i once wrote something..which i did'nt feel was of any importance.

but i never thaught that this work of mine will someday actually define the concept of human life as a whole.i just found it from a dusty old cupboard and felt like sharing...

When i was a boy

i ran with joy.

When i was a man 

i was like superman.

When i was old

 i felt cold.

And when i died

everybody cried. 

these may just be 8 lines of kiddish rhyme for some...but digging down deep...i dont think any explanation is required...

Neva wanna lose you..

It is some deep pain

that dwells within me

a feeling of insecurity.

a sense of loss around me

makes me curious,

am i going to lose something precious?

friends we've been

for quite long

but now i hear a soulless song.

the song we once

made for our friendship

while in the liquor we took a dip.

drunk and stoned

we walked side by side

and into the darkness our sadness hide.

is it you

or someone else i see?

trembling feet walking away from me.

but still i say

hold my words true

my dear friend! i Neva wanna lose you..

At your grave...

I breathe the air you once exhaled

I drink the water that dropped off your eyes

I live in the shadow your hair once cast

and feel the joy of our days in the past.  

your eyes as blue as the seas down deep

lips as red as the blood in me

the pale face that glowed brighter than gems

fairer than the pearls can be

now i breathe out the air u exhaled

and tears drop off MY eyes

here u lay where my shadow rests

our love will always rise.

Give me the answer!!!!!

i m soo lost in the dark sky

no stars to guide my way

did someone steal them from me?

or did they go astray?

earlier in the day i saw a white light

which tried to bring happiness into my life

but where is it now, who took it away?

will it be dark even the next day?

but before it was lost i had thrown a question

the question i had always wanted to ask.

will u be here with me all day long?

will u hold my hand till the end of the song?

but it remained as silent as hell could be

i stared in its eyes till i fainted 

and now as i wake up, its all darkness and me.

i am  trapped in this darkness when will i be free?

You

Separated I was from my life,
Cursed to be ‘the silence’,
Unknown to the world of known
When I saw you, the sunlight.

In you I saw the red of the dawn,
The colour of life.
You stretched your arms like the rising sun;
Made the rose out of the bud I was.
You came closer, I found the joy in me;
The new playful morning of my life.

You taught me to open my eyes
And see this colourful world;
The world of love, the world of light,
The world of ‘you’.

I smiled, I danced
Full of life you put in me.
I stretched myself to you, trying,
Trying to hold your hand, hold you;
And to say to you, that you are my life,
You are my love.

Suddenly, u look away
As if I was dead, the forgotten.
Off you go like Cinderella after the dance,
The sun of my life into the horizon;
Leaving me as lonely as before
With the darkness of the night.

You thought that I would cry,
You thought that I would be forsaken;
But my friend is here with the milky moon light
Which promises to be with me the entire night;
And he says that you will be back, as lively as ever.
Till then I will be waiting for you…