Its just a word!!

I am in this deep hole of mindlessness

my legs try to struggle through the corpses of my mistakes

its been a long time I don’t really remember

but a single word is all it takes...

I don’t really remember the last word I said

when life turned its back on a worthless creep

my eyes are fixed at the visions of the past

my bloodless heart screams down deep

out of fear I scream my guts out

I wish someone could just hear me out

still thinking what that word was

if I knew i'd shout out loud

the more I think it pulls me deeper

the strong stench of dead morals makes me high

I look ahead at the small opening

and say to myself...its worth givin a try..

lost in the dictionary of memories

I turn the pages one after the other

"sex", "drugs", "alcohol"..and a whole lota words

all seemed to surround me, and bind me together

finaly theres a glimpse !!

but appears pale and grey

'love' is the word

which has lost its meaning today!